Someone in my life

Everybody's looking for that something..
One thing that makes it all complete..
You'll find it in the strangest places..
Places you never knew it could be..
Some find it in the face of their children..
Some find it in their lovers eyes..
That day we met..
Both of our innocent eyes looking at each other..
Fate brought us together..
7 years ago..
Since then, you changed my life, the way i live, the way i see things..
We had lots of fun time together..
Every piece of memory..
Like a sea of jigsaw puzzle..
shaping my childhood..
And my following journey of life till today..
When im lonely..
You are with me..
When im sad..
You are with me..
When i feel tired..
You are with me..
When im helpless..
You are with me..
But good time seldom last forever..
I din notice your presence..
I simply neglected you..
When you find me during my computer time..
I ignored you..
When you are crying for me..
I pretended deaf..
When you are sad..
Im not there for you..
When you are helpless..
I pretended blind and deaf..
Until tat day when i left you alone..
Tat day we part..
I realized your presence in my life..
You are given to me by God..
But i took you and your loyalty towards me for granted..
Homosapiens dun appreciate things tat they have or enjoying..
Until the last minute..
Until the day they lost it..
A thing? a person? a pet? everything..
How much time do we still have?
Every single moment between you and me is being counted by clock..
I believe tat I am still in your heart and your memory..
I will be back someday for you..
I promise..

Little detail about me

After reading boon's blog.. I decided to intro myself to my new friends too..

I am a homosapien.. people usually recognize me by my small eyes.. Im a very lazy person.. lazy to study.. lazy to exercise.. lazy to walk.. lazy to do housework.. sometimes lazy to contact friends, family and cousin.. lazy to work out friendship.. and sometimes even lazy to eat =.=

I dont have any particular interest or hobbies.. sometimes just 3min heat.. but remembering days back sandakan, i enjoyed playing basketball, and guitar too.. no tat pro for both though.. sometimes i make some simple food like sushi, cakes, salad etc.. but often time i messed da kitchen up and gave my mum trouble to clean it up.. But i likes music a lot.. and there are many type of music tat i like.. but over these years most of my music collection become softer and softer and softer and zzzzz.. mayb people changes when they get older.. im 1 years before reach 20years old.. feels like becoming uncle liao =.=

Im a quiet guy.. i guess.. to most people.. especially to my classmate (intensive science).. coz i seldom talk in a class.. well.. part of da reason.. back to the top (im LAI to speak =.=!!) but actually i like to have fun with friends.. sometimes im like a radio.. when it happens tat a friend tuned to da right frequency.. he/she gets a right channel.. and we will have lots of fun together..

Some people say tat im a guai zai.. Dunno whether i should admit it o not.. maybe half half.. coz sometimes i do bad thing too.. But do not smoke.. somehow respect to adults.. SELDOM swear bad words.. did not fight since i was in kindergarden.. i guess im not a very bad guy overall.. haha.. but somehow some ppl call me gangster =.=! #$*&#@

Im not a very good son of God.. most of da time i only find Him when im in trouble feeling helpless.. Trying hard to change and become holy like my family over years but dun really succeed =.=

Sick~~

Yesterday i din go to school.. When I woke up in da morning.. feel like da world is upside down =.= In fact im not feeling so well since last week.. and yesterday.. finally.. my body " fatt zok" already..

Actually i woke very early in da morning.. Around 5.45am.. and cant sleep back since then coz my body is like an overheated engine.. I waited Boon to wake up so tat i can inform him tat i dun go to sch.. 6am.. 6.15am.. 6.30am.. 7am.. 7.15am??.. 7.30am?!!.. 7.45am??!! 8am??!!! wa lao.. Boon is gonna late for sch again! =.=! When he woke up.. he tell me tat he oso wanna escape 2 lesson.. Good boy.. ZzZ

Since then.. wat i did was just sleeping for da whole day.. and ate only a bowl of oat.. and did something tat i usually dun do.. Just starting to do so recently.. And if you see me doing so you will be surprised and think tat im spooked @.@

Even till today im still not feeling so well.. But i managed to drag myself to damai for lunch.. and go to cx to do some open day stuff.. and sun bian blog blog..

3days holiday is a good time to rest.. Hope all of you enjoyed it too ^^

A day with my cousin

I spent last saturday with my cousin.. Well she actually wanna fly from sandakan directly to johor.. But finally she changed her mind tat she wanna drop by kk for 1 day JUST to visit me.. A good cousin huh? many ppl misunderstood tat she is my gf.. haha

We met at centerpoint by 3pm.. Da moment i saw her.. gosh.. I dont even recognize her at all.. She was wearing a black coat.. Her eyes were drawn by mascara, eyeliner, eyeshadower, and wateva it is.. her hair looks like a "chicken fur broom -- ji mao sao" (sorry, ma english bad =.=) Not tat shes a bad gal la.. just tat she is currently in a hair academy, her hair is made as guinea pig in a hair dying lesson =.=

We spent 6 hours shopping around centerpoint and warisan.. truly speaking.. I got to say tat "this is da 1st time i shop properly in kk".. I went through many shops and shes a good shopper for having never ending energy when it comes to shopping.. I bought many stuffs and spent around RM250 tat day just for food, yogur berry, and some other accessories =.=

I stay with her tat night at a hotel named " Megah D' aru".. got such hotel meh? I oso din heard of it before =.= At 1st i tot it is more like a motel rather than a hotel.. But when i reach there.. feel not tat dao mao la..

Tat night I asked her to show da skills tat she learnt in her hair academy.. Clive was very fat hao tat night.. His hair was made spiky aka "sa tiu", his cousin drawn his eyes using eyeliners.. and he went for a fashion show tat night wearing those new tshirts tat his cousin bought to him =.=!

My cousin left kk 10.30am da next day.. felt like time spent with her is so short.. In fact i had not met her for more than 3 months.. tat day just feel like a blink of an eye.. But i had a great day ^^

*** i had taken pics(including some ss pics) tat i would like to share.. But i left my
Hp -- Pc cable at sdk =.= tat makes my blog not so interesting.. hope you dont fall asleep
when reading it

Days Back Sandakan

Today is da 8th day since i back to sandakan.. Well nothing much has changed here.. Sandakan is still a nature city.. You know wat i mean-- undeveloped, and POWER CUT!

Can you see anythng? guess where am i?

Dare to drive in such condition?

There is actually a roundabout at front

Haha.. Sandakians are get used to it.. Mayb their eyes had developed night vision to be able to survive in such "city".. Next time when you come to Sandakan, plz buy something like dis
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Haha.. Dun worry.. Jk only lah.. Most sandakians have backup plan for power cut.. Most sandakians, or at least shops have bought electric generator to face this problem.. Power cut is part of our life already..

Anyway.. Back to Sandakan.. Of coz i miss my gf da most.. Hah? Clive got gf already? Ya.. But plz keep it a secret ok? I hugged her immediately when we met at sandakan.. Heres my gf's pic.. I hope she doesnt angry coz i post her pic without permission

Can guess who is she? Shhh dun tell

Few day after i back to sandakan, i also had a hair cut.. That hairstylist was not good in listening instruction.. I told him " dun cut too short, juz trim a little" but he end up cutting away almost 30% of my hair.. Now i have to wait for 3 months b4 cutting hair again =.=

In the hair saloon called " vmix"

After cutting.. so short =.=

In the night of 4th May, my mum invited many relatives to my house to celebrate my bday early.. Well.. most of them are adults.. and my birthday party is not fun coz my friends are nt around, most of them had gone 2 study.. Anyway.. thats good because at least i can have a nice dinner XD back to sandakan of coz nid 2 sleep well eat well play well de mah.. =P

My birthday Cake

Ei? Y 2 big candles? my dad remember my age wrongly =.=

I also went out yumcha wif some of my frens on 6th may, my exact birthday.. We went to fulliwa eat cheese pancake.. taste ok ok la.. But tat did not satisfy my fren.. so we went to 7 heaven eat dessert again.. My fren oso gave me birthday present tat night..

A nice keychain with my name on it
My sis gave me dis necklace.. amen


Wuah.. Who give me ma yin tong ah??

When i back home some1 had also arranged my msn to look more tidy and also helped me add my ex classmate contact.. Thanks some1 ;-)

Oh yes, my life is a lot healthier when i come back to sandakan. Proper meals are expected as my breakfast and lunch and high tea and dinner and supper and snack and everything else concerned about food is well prepared 4 me =P

And i also follow my mum to exercise at dis place
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Where is this place?
Dunno?

This?

Ya, the sport complex of Sandakan

I often go jogging with my mum at sport complex.. But mostly im just walking around thr coz my walking pace is same like my mum's jogging pace.. i.e my mum's legs are too short =.=! My mum often scold me oso coz carry handphone whn jogging, sms.. taking photo.. zZz

I found tat sdk youngsters dont really like to jogging.. or mayb they dun jog at sport complex.. coz wat i see is a lot of old folks walking around and play tai ji =.=

See.. Only gt ah bek and ah ma

Nw still gt 3 days b4 i back to kk.. I miss kk, but i miss sandakan too =.= especially tat i dun have to wash my own clothes, prepare my own meal at sandakan.. Prince is gonna get demoted 2 servant when back to kk.. Anyway.. I still have to go back 2 kk oso.. Hope my life at kk will get better and better..

Gotta go out 4 dinner now.. my grandma's mother's day dinner.. cya